“The Father draws.” Attraction to God is a great mystery. Why are some drawn to Him and others not? Why do we sometimes feel attracted to God, sometimes repulsed in general by spirituality? Do I have any control over my attraction to God? Does God simply not bother attracting some people? What if God attracts my mind but not my heart?
We know that even if God somehow mysteriously does the attracting and the drawing, we have the freedom to go along with it or not. Jesus has opened the way for us to God, butHe reveals that we wouldn’t listen to Him if the Father Himself wasn’t causing our hearts to open to what He has to say and what He does. The love of God is so pure and holy that its seed is planted within us hidden from what we can experience with our senses. We can either be frustrated at not being able to feel, sense, or understand our attraction to God, or we can begin to cooperate with it by believing in it. Believing in our attraction to God actually opens our hearts to love much more deeply than if we understood or felt an attraction to God. As St. Therese said, “I believe because I want to believe.”