Monday of the Fourth Week of Easter

Jesus is both gate and shepherd.  Perhaps the significance of this dual image will help us understand progressively where Jesus is taking us.  Certainly Jesus wants to provide us with a new destination: heaven.  We have to follow Him in order to arrive at that destination.  Jesus is also the door however:  we must step into him and through him in order to reach the place where He wants to finally lead us.

It shouldn’t surprise us that Jesus acts in different and progressively more direct and intimate ways as we grow in our Christian life.  St. John provides us with the seven “I am”s of Christ to introduce us into the mystery of His manifold presence and action in our lives. read more

Friday of the Third Week of Easter

The end of Jesus’ teaching on the Bread of Life brings us straight to the gift of the Eucharist.  St. John does not record the words of Christ at the Last Supper, but we may suppose that this part of the teaching was given at the Last Supper.  St. John includes it as part of the discourse given in Capharnaum undoubtedly to help us connect the two events.  Jesus began teaching about a real gift of food he was to give his disciples before his passion.   Food is certainly something that “dies” in order to give life to the one who destroys it.  Christ offers Himself to be destroyed, “chewed up,” consumed by those who believe in Him, that their hearts may be resurrected into His own Living Flesh.  Eating the Eucharistic Bread with faith causes a transformation of our flesh, most especially the flesh of our heart. read more

Thursday of the Third Week of Easter

“The Father draws.”  Attraction to God is a great mystery.  Why are some drawn to Him and others not?  Why do we sometimes feel attracted to God, sometimes repulsed in general by spirituality?  Do I have any control over my attraction to God?  Does God simply not bother attracting some people?  What if God attracts my mind but not my heart?

We know that even if God somehow mysteriously does the attracting and the drawing, we have the freedom to go along with it or not.  Jesus has opened the way for us to God, butHe reveals that we wouldn’t listen to Him if the Father Himself wasn’t causing our hearts to open to what He has to say and what He does.  The love of God is so pure and holy that its seed is planted within us hidden from what we can experience with our senses.  We can either be frustrated at not being able to feel, sense, or understand our attraction to God, or we can begin to cooperate with it by believing in it.  Believing in our attraction to God actually opens our hearts to love much more deeply than if we understood or felt an attraction to God.  As St. Therese said, “I believe because I want to believe.” read more